Today I begin To live

I don’t want to think about you anymore. I’m done. I’m done. God let me be done. I...

Wed, 08 May 2013 00:56:55 -0400

I don’t want to think about you anymore. I’m done. I’m done. God let me be done. I don’t want to suffer anymore. i dont want to hope its you every time i get a message. I dont want to care. I don’t want to suffer. I’m so tired of suffering and crying and getting emotional when i see her smiling on facebook. I want to be okay. I want to be happy. I’m choosing happiness for myself. I’m choosing to be okay. I deleted them all on facebook and off tumblr. i just want to move on. i dont want to be like this anymore. i want to be happy with being by myself. Let me be okay, by myself. I don’t want her anymore. I dont want to cry anymore. I want her to regret letting me go. I want to be sexy and funny and polite and everything she wish she had. I want to ind extraordinary love. Not that kind of bullshit we had. Not the kind that makes me cry of being lonely but they kind that makes me cry because i’m happy. I want to be happy. I’m done with her.

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Mon, 06 May 2013 22:36:37 -0400

markaylaa: k—swan: avi0o0olaa: This broke my...

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 13:27:01 -0400

markaylaa:

k—swan:

avi0o0olaa:

This broke my heart

Omgggggggg

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Mon, 29 Apr 2013 13:13:53 -0400

ijustwannascrewaround: the relevance..

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 12:06:55 -0400

ijustwannascrewaround:

the relevance..

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Fri, 26 Apr 2013 12:05:26 -0400

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Wed, 24 Apr 2013 12:12:13 -0400

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Tue, 23 Apr 2013 11:46:28 -0400

Leave me alone.

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 19:28:38 -0400

I’m sick and tired of caring. I’m sick and tired of thinking about you. I was doing so well. I get it. You don’t fucking are. You have your cool new friends. You dont give a fuck so why should I. I’m so tired of sitting here alone. I’m not waiting. I’m being steady for myself now, not you. i deserve something better! I deserve someone who cares, who gives a fuck. You don’t treat people like this. This is rude and i could’t give two fucks if you talk to me anymore. Maybe it’s better that way. Then i can move on and you will leave my mind. I want to be happy. I want to live. I want to be beautiful. I want to feel comfortable not uncomfortable all the time. I won’t want to live like that. I felt so awkward around you. We have nothing in common. did we ever?

I got it.

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 19:24:00 -0400

You don’t care and I got tired of being the only one who did.

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Sat, 20 Apr 2013 17:02:46 -0400

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Sat, 20 Apr 2013 13:02:59 -0400

pussyfordinner:

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 12:34:54 -0400

pussyfordinner:

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Tue, 16 Apr 2013 15:40:39 -0400

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Tue, 16 Apr 2013 09:08:56 -0400

I know we won't ever have this conversation between the two of us so there are somethings i want to say.

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 19:03:56 -0400

I get it. I don’t fit into your life anymore. You have your life and i have mine and they don’t fit together anymore like they use to. I think i finally understand that this is how it was ment to be. I havent talked to you because i don’t know what to say. I haven’t known what to say since monday night when i came to see you last. That night you said you didn’t know where we were going and so it became apparent to me that i was the odd man out. I’ve never felt so out of place then that trip in my life. Ive been slowly falling out of love for a while now, but it still end up crying every time I leave you. I miss you and think about you often even if i don’t want to. I know that you will never come see me at school like i have come to see you. It will never happen. We deserve better for ourselves. I felt like i had to keep my feelings to myself other wise it would would start a fight because things woud be taken to the extremes. You deserve more and i do too. We’ve both grown in our own ways and they don’t match up right now. I don’t think we will talk at all this coming school year because the only way that we talked was when i talked to you first. It’s not that i don’t care anymore, it’s that i’m tired of putting all the effort in.
I did love you with my whole heart, and i would still put you first today over myself. I would still be there for you for anything because i believe in being that kind of person. Someone who no matter what the occasion is, will be there. I wish you the best.

Kay.

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Thu, 04 Apr 2013 21:19:04 -0400

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Tue, 02 Apr 2013 14:10:45 -0400

I just wanted to see you. That’s all. Let it go. Let her go.

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 22:33:33 -0400

I just wanted to see you.
That’s all.
Let it go.
Let her go.

YOu won’t see her tonight. This was how it was suppose to be. This was better. She needed to...

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 22:08:56 -0400

YOu won’t see her tonight. This was how it was suppose to be. This was better. She needed to spend time with her sister. You are always waiting for her. Always. Who knows if it will ever change. She might be the one person that you will always feel something for even when you might be happily married to someone else. She might always be your down fall. even 20 years from now. Thats how it is. So don’t get your hopes up, it will always be a disappointment. Stop looking out the window, she’s not there. You’ve look a 100 times. Stop.